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Friday, July 25th, 2003
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5:55 am - Bloody knuckles!
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Why does everything suck so much???!!! You should all fucking DIE!!!
current music: there aint no future and there aint no hope!:DEFIANCE
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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12:45 am - How the hell did I become an actor?
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Well on sunday I was in a film by Troma, (go figure, that's ironic) called "tails from the crapper". It's about Vampire Strippers, Alien Strippers, and stripper strippers or at least that is what I was told by someone who gave me a synopses. It really sounds like a fun movie. Sun. I had no sleep and was being all moody and just walked off the set for like 2 and 1/2 hours, very not cool of me.(very unprofessoinal but the whole shoot was) Anyway I was just laying low on Sun. but tom. I get to be a zombie. I still have to find out where they are shooting. I may wind up getting a lead role in yet another movie that's being done in the likes of, "night of the living dead" I have to meet up with the director and discuss some crap. There are no new movie plots, We need some new ideas. Friggin' freaky fri. I remember that movie when I was little. It was actually the first Jodie foster flick that I had scene. Who's in the new one? It was a fun movie. Anyway, yeatserday I jammed with one of my friends on drums and it sounded alright. I met some girl that plays drums that is going to come rock out on probally fri. I have to figure out a line up and get my shiznads together. I'm probally moving to L.A. in the fall. Well I woke up a few hours ago but I need to get my beauty rest and make up for the past few insomniatioc days. (get rid of the delerium) I need hair bleach and a buzz on the sides. Hair is important. I didn't even realize or care until I saw a few peops with bad or changed hair. It does matter. I can get by on charm but, looks help. What a friggin' superficial world that we live in. Enough B.S. I'm bored.
current mood:  bored
current music: oxymoron: bored and violent
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| Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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1:14 am - Jesus fucking H Christ!!!!
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Well let's see. I saw the Circle Jerks on wed. and it was soooo much fun. Special treatment is always fun, though, I used to take it for granted when I was younger. I swear that this journal must be cursed due to the fact that when ever I write in it bad crap happens. Well actually it was a really cool night, other than the confrontation later that night, in the L.E.S. It was nothing to sweat or write about though. Tonight we practiced and then went to taco hell. Then at my mates request, we watched a show that I played in NYC in '96. Damn those were the good old days. Nobody talked shit and I always got treated like a star, not that I enjoyed it but it's better than feeling like a juicy terd half of the time. To know me is obviously to love me. To know who I am, is to Know that you're stupid for not knowing who I am. My room is cleaner than it had ever been. My sister came home while I was out and cleaned it. she even bought me a carpet, she's so rad. The only thing that sux is that she went through all of my shit and through out some shit that she shouldn't have. Some things that should've been burnt a while ago... well I don't care...it's not like I ever wanted to be pres. or ANYTHING!!! HAHAHAH It's not about me anyhow. Well they're safe in the garbage dump and she through out a few other important things too, that are irraplaceable but all in all, it's a nice dwelling. Fuck those fuckers for talking shit. Fuck you, and fuck you for fucking up. Anyhow we have a show in Late August and hopefully we'll be able to play the show on the 26th. I dunno, we'll get a cracking. I'm sure that there was something else but... I don't care.
current music: Happy Here in Hell : the Inncinerator
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
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10:24 pm - The Kosciusko Bridge is all about hype...
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I was cruising down the BQE the other day when I got caught in traffic... (go figure.) Anyhow, on the Kosciosco bridge, there is a sign that says, "Welcome to friggin' Brooklyn, believe the hype" I started cracking my ass up because it's so true. (Friggin brooklynites) I had to check out what the other side said so, on my way back I read the other sign and it just said, "welcome to queens" and something about mayor blumberg. That's queer. Going to Oakland.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: No Sleep 'til Crooklyn
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| Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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12:46 am - The Orphan King
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Well hey for the past two days I've been doing extra work in a movie called the Orphan King. It's about a kid whose mother died and whose father later killed himself, and then he gets caught up in some sort of crime ring while he was in his late teens. It takes place in NYC in 1989 where the orphan king is a club owner, and that is where he runs his buisiness. yadda yadda yadda. I didn't get a script and the scenes weren't shot in chronilogical order so it was kind of hard to follow what was exactly going on but I think I got the gist of things. For an extra, I was featured in quite a few scenes and I hope that they use some of them. At one point in the club where the really familiar actress slid next to me while I was talking to the other dude I caught myself being a little to animated but at least I can critisize my own work.(out of 3 takes, one of them had to be a keeper) I really hope that I wasn't hamming it up. Well at least I got to play myself in the movie and that was awesome. A 1980's street punk... Oi! It's supposed to air in feb. at the sundance film festival. Hopefully it will be released in certain theaters next summer. I can't wait to see it, it sounded like a fun movie. If nothing else it was fun to make and just one of those things that you have to do at least once in your life. I definately put in long hours, 12 today and 7 yeasterday. I'd really like to get a good line up to put my band back together and start playing on a regular basis again, but for now it gave me something cool to do with my spare time. Maybe it'll lead to a few other movies in the future. It's being produced by Cosmic Entertainment based out of L.A. and I wish the film a lot of luck. It's actually the first REAL movie set that I have worked on. The cast was great and really cool to work with.
(especially Jesse and all of her other friends, thanks for giving me the heads up) Well hopefully it'll lead to good things in the future. I did learn that I have to get the screws in the back of my neck tightened a bit, and that I spend a little too much time on the streets. I hope that I was the only one that noticed. I'm getting my shit back but it just needs a little more fine tuning. Good things come out of suffering, which I am no longer doing, but I will not stop at that. I will not settle for less than I am capable of doing, producing, creating and or obtaining. (disreguard those last few lines,{note to self}) and sleep more regularly.
And exercise. Treat yourself better to treat others better. Go to sleep now, must wake at the as crack of dawn tom. ARG! don't complain. I live this life and I love it!
current music: Gorilla Biscuits : things we say
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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1:41 am - Wecome to the Home-Boy Shopping network!
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HAHAHAHA! if you don't get it, forget it. anyway cool things...hmmm... I ran into ray liota at the river. just a few blocks before that, I was just talking to shannon about goodfellas and his character in the movie and shit, and less than an hour later he shows up at the river with a few beers. He was a really cool down to earth guy and only hung out for a little while but it was cool none the less. He introduced himself to me as Ray, and I was like, nah it can't be. Anyway I saw him as a special guest on some sitcom tonight... it was like Wholy Shit! word. Anyway I'm not even sure if anyone else was aware of it.
On sunday I went over edgars for a while listened to punk and drank some beer. He had a friggin' Go-Go's billboard that was autographed "Love, Jayne Weidlin" I was like wholy shit that's cool. Usually I don't give a crap about that kind of shit but friggin Jane Weidlyn, I've had a crush on that Go-Go since I was in 5th grade and first saw Bill and Teds excellent adventure; where she played Joan of arc. She's a medievil Babe!
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| Saturday, May 24th, 2003
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2:13 am
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2:02 am - Ghost World
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I saw that movie yeasterday and really liked it a lot. It reminded me oh so much of somebody that I used to hold very dear to me. Anyhow if you haven't seen it, check it out. Now I understand the obsession with steve buschemi, and all this time I was thinking resevoir dogs.(silly me)My favorite quotes from this movie, "This is an authentic 70's punk look",and another one went something like,"things are better since my life has turned to shit" A great flick. She didn't run off with me... did she run off with the creepy old dude?
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1:33 am - Cranked up really high!
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Well let's see... I went to slaughter and the dogs last week and it rocked a lot harder than the last time that I saw them.
They waited til the last honcour then played Cranked UP REALLY HIGH... lalalalaolalalolalolalolalo. Much fun. I saw elaine last week at juke joint, blah blah... ran into cathy on the street and came out to bellmore. Saw Jake and Meggers drank a beer, the krays were great as usual, dean dean and the sex machines were pretty cool too. I've been trapped in suburban hell since tues. due to the rain. Jammed with Jambie and smoked a phat spliph. Rhastas rule but I really don't play reggae, Got trashed with erik yeasterday. Met some comic dude who gave me the mad hookup with his crib and complementry vodka, found out that too many of you fuckers find my life interesting and read this, but quite frankly I don't care. I got to see my photos from Athena photographic and one thing is for sure... well the check is in the mail but I aint no model anyhow.(maybe I'll post it if I can convert it to html){computer literacy is great}And at least I'm not doing some skeezey internet porn thing which is more than I can say for some of you. Suicide girls really rocks but if you're on some ....what evas. Oh yeah after the show I got drunk til dawn in the projects with ms. pee pee pants, hahahahahahahahahahahaha and two others... I probally forgot something. well I should be out and aboot tom. Canadian punkers rock!
current mood: apathetic
current music: Casualties: For The Punx
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| Monday, May 12th, 2003
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3:50 am - WE knew somebody was going to get drunk and fall down the spiral staircase into the basement...hahah
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Ok so it's been a shitty week or what not but I guess it always could've been worse. Fri. I went downtown to meet up with a friend and wound up meeting this interesting dude from cali. somewhere. Anyway I wound up dicking around for a while then I ran into my friend at the east river and I felt like a ditz sorta like...Oh at this park. Anyway we got wasted and blah blah blah. I ran into tatiana, got some pizza then I wound up crashing at this place in brooklyn right over the L stop. Anyway it was like right down the street from where the alka dogs were playing the next day so.... I got to sleep on this huge leather couch that was in this room by itself which seemed to be I guess the main space of the apt. It's kinda cool cause it's on the top floor and shit well... I got to sleep for like 8 hours and shit. Anyway I went back into the city, met up with ruby and then we chilled and swilled for a few hours and she told me a few interesting things about a certain little asshole from years past. Yeah well shit's fucked up and it's amazing how one's little.... (stop the groveling christ man...)ok fuck that and fuck you.
Anyway life's a vicious circle so just remember to duck when the shit hits the fan that much harder.
But the cool shit... I dunno I went to see the alka dogs in a wear-house type of deal in brooklyn, drank three kegs, fell down the crappy little raw iron staircase into the dungeon...hahahahha, well we're saying all night that some one was going to get drunk and bust their ass and fall down the stairs.hahahahahahahahahahahhahaha, brushed it off and you know what, I hate lj. I hate you. I hate them. I hate him. I hate your mom. I hate your dog.I hate her. I hate your cat. I hate your sister. I hate your dad. I hate your brother. I hate spending an extra 50 cents on subway fair. I hate canned ham. I hate spoiled rich kids. I hate hippies. I hate yuppies. I hate her. I hate two faced spineless assholes. I hate shit talkers. I hate paranoia. I hate zoe. I hate being recognized all the time and being like yeah hi, and you are...with out an introduction. I hate people knowing stories or shall I say folklore of the past.(good or bad) I hate people who think that they are cool. I hate don. I hate people that don't think that they are cool. I hate having to be good. I think I fucking hate you all! I hate flowers. I hate nature. I hate polution. I hate all of you!Oh who are we kidding... I don't give a shit.
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| Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
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7:28 pm - blah blah fuck
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blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah. FUCK! blah blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah, FUCK! blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, fuck a duck FUCK!blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah. FUCK!(it's really in secret code)blah blah blah blah blah blah....blah blah blah,FUCK!blah blah blah blah blah,blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah FUCK! And finally blah blah blah blah blah blah, blah blah FUCK! Blah blah blah blah...FUCK!
current mood:  artistic
current music: Defiance: their aint no future and their aint no hope. blah
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| Monday, May 5th, 2003
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4:28 am - Happy Cinco de Mayo!
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Hey it's the 5th of May, it's time to get some dos eqius and party down. I'm supposed to rehearse today, I'm playing again this week and someone had asked me to write for a comic by NYU. Well I can't draw but write, that I can do. Maybe I'll eventually get into a good school. Ok now back to reality. And remember spanish independance. Oh yeah and this week, no-one spike the chocolate...please!
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| Monday, April 28th, 2003
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3:37 am - Drinking the last cobra of the night...
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| Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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9:15 pm - OK... I feel better now
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She's giving me a heart attack
She'll never catch me crawling back
and can't you even tell I'm completely sick of this
She wants to be my buddy too
I'm not a retard at the zoo
and can't you even tell I'm completely sick of this
Don't play little games with me baby 'cause you know...
It's already over
current mood:  pleased
current music: the Queers: You make me want to puke
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5:21 pm - When things seem like they couldn't possibly be any better...
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They get that much fucking worse. Well I'd tell you about last night but I don't want to talk about it. End of the night/early morning on the corner of ave. A and St. Marx in the pooring rain, drunk and out of luck while siki's dealing with my shit. Damnit, I knew we should have went to see Lee Rocker at the bottom line last night. And to top things off some crackhead pulled a knife on me in Jamaica, Queens cause I wouldn't give him a quarter.
current mood: shitty, really shitty
current music: up your nose with a rubber hose!
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| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
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12:03 pm - Happy friggin' easter!
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Well I got to the subhumans on sunday and it was mad fun. I ran into Dave from Bellmore, or mastic or what ever, we got drunk and reminissed about the time we got jumped by ducks in L.I. Ran into stu, lizzette, al, sturgen, ron, ernie, chris oh fucking everybody was at subhumans this week. Anyway I ran into this short chick who used to book us at the massapequa bowling alley a few years back and she even adressed me as Disorderly and it made me blush. The thing that I didn't get though was the fact that she thought that I had forgotten who she was. Of coarse not but I can't believe she's still like 4' tall. she has to be like my age or something. Anyway I got inside before the subhumans went on and it was fucking amazing. It's just like damn yo, as soon as dick started singing the whole place went off. After the show I went uptown with the zv crew and we got drunk and listened to punk rock. go figure. hahahhaa. I only wish that I went to the show the night before cause I still probally would've gotten in but whatever. The next morning I ran into kumani and swill at the park and drank some rum. went to mars later that night and they put the romper stomper sound track in the juke box and also popped some weasley willis in the juke box. As soon as "suck my dogs dick" came on, I started cracking up.
The upright citizens brigade is still around and doing sketch comedy. yeasterday some dude(gave me a flyer pass thingy but at that point I was strapped for cash and tired so I just got on my bike and went home and crashed out. They are also hosting a punk show/comedy venue downtown at tribecca on the 30th. Hurry up offense is playing and a bunch of other bands and a bunch of comidians are doing stand up too. It should be mad fun. Oh yeah, and I met some cute chick from jersey with a camaro but damnit yo, I lost her #. Anyway, I am going to go be lame today and get some rest.
current mood:  groggy
current music: Subhumans: NO
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| Saturday, April 19th, 2003
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8:53 pm - Shit Shag Shoey!
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The subhumans show has been sold out. Thaz all I wanted to do this week and I was supposed to meet mad peops from the whole area around here. Oh well, fuck. I saw murphy's law last week. Anyway I guess I could go to the show tomorro. I really need to get a life.
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
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3:05 am - Well hey fuckers it's been a while butt...
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O.K. so what have I been doing the past couple of months... A lot of cool shit actually. I met dave Atel manny times at work and we're supposed to go drinking together one night soon. I f I could get a spot on his show that would rule! ZV is great and I am drunk. We're not playing the show on the 16th cause I dunno but the first show is in maY at S+S. Tonight my manager took me out< she's not like a real manager but yet a skin byrd from S.C., got me me drunk, hung out with Corey, the bass guy and introduced me to two drummers for backup even though I think I've already got my men. And as for she you geek, My computer didn't crash tonight because it has anti her cooties, but if it makes you feel better you did Kill my comp a few months back. I fuckin' hate you all, I was in yet another NYU student film that I don't even Know the name of on friday Fuck off and die! I have a job interview tom. and wheather or not I get the job, jessica is taking me out to get sloppy drunk. America, or shall I say the USA... what a fucking country. FUCK OFF!!!! I probally hate you anyway. DIE bastard DIE!
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| Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
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2:04 am - Well I'm finally back from my B-day extravaganza so...
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| Friday, December 27th, 2002
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11:09 pm - YEY it's my B-day!
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